当我看到一个人得blog后，让我回想起我以前是多么恨我的家。。。。。。。。。
可是也让我回想到父母所做的一切是因为他们爱我。。。。。
我以前嫉妒弟弟，因为常常有事都是我的错，每次爸爸妈妈都叫我要让他们。。。。
我还被赶出家过。。。。想到就会很伤心。。。。。
妈妈也曾经吗我是笨蛋，没用，为设么她会生我。。。。。。。。。。。。
当我听到时。。。。心里是多么难过。。。。
我的习惯很多，改了一个又有一个。。。我试着改变。。我很努力了。。可是。。还是被骂的很惨，也当场哭了。。。。。。想起来这些事业让我的眼泪在电脑前不停流下。。。。。。。
我还骂了她。。。也常常骂她。。。。。可是我很伤心。。伤心她骂我。。。。
可是我更伤心的是，why我这么笨，这么没用，让妈妈伤心，让妈妈生气。。。。
我每次骂她后，心里都会不爽。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
因为大了后，我才明白，妈妈爸爸是很爱我的。。。。。。
虽然我有时还是会和他们吵，可是，我会尽量避免。。。
那些看这个blog 的朋友们，不要因为妈妈爸爸生气骂你就认为他们不好。。
他们是太爱你了，不懂该how表达罢了。。。。。。
他们骂你，也都有原因。。。。。
到有天他们连理都不理的时候。。。
到时才是你该伤心的时候。。。。
好好对待他们，愿主与你们同在。。。。
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Sorrow.Happy,Anger,Jelousy
Suddenly a swirl of sorrow appeared in my heart..tears rolling down for no reason....why?I really dnt know.......
Peopl have sorrow happiness anger and jelousy....
But to me,happy i really a stranger to me......it appears and gone in an instant......
I was suppose to be happy...but sorrow will just suddenly appear to overcome it....
No one to cry to...no one to speak to..no one to chat to......
It burns to have this feeling and cant release it......
Even those that i trust...i dont release to them...because i dnt want them to share my bad feeling , just wanna share my joy with them so that there will not be people having sorrow or bad feeling anymore....As long as all my friends are smilling...it doesnt matter to me.........
Even those who are down...actually as long as one use an open mind and happy heart to accept this world no matter how bad is ur circumstances....you will feel happy..
We should always laugh because we are happy and not laugh to be happy....
Nvr give up on hope.Also pray to God to give power to overcome our obstacles , give us wisdome to control our emotion and bless all to be happy from the deep of their hearts....
May GOd Bless All who read this Blog~
Peopl have sorrow happiness anger and jelousy....
But to me,happy i really a stranger to me......it appears and gone in an instant......
I was suppose to be happy...but sorrow will just suddenly appear to overcome it....
No one to cry to...no one to speak to..no one to chat to......
It burns to have this feeling and cant release it......
Even those that i trust...i dont release to them...because i dnt want them to share my bad feeling , just wanna share my joy with them so that there will not be people having sorrow or bad feeling anymore....As long as all my friends are smilling...it doesnt matter to me.........
Even those who are down...actually as long as one use an open mind and happy heart to accept this world no matter how bad is ur circumstances....you will feel happy..
We should always laugh because we are happy and not laugh to be happy....
Nvr give up on hope.Also pray to God to give power to overcome our obstacles , give us wisdome to control our emotion and bless all to be happy from the deep of their hearts....
May GOd Bless All who read this Blog~
2nd life camp experience
venthough this is the 2nd time i joined the life camp,but the time the pastor said his story again , it made tears rolled in my eyes.....
Everyone trying their best just to live for the present and not the future.I failed to pull many to the life camp , but i will continue to try no matter how stubborn they are.
I do not wish to see them in Hell suffer while i am in heaven(if i am in heaven).
The suffer would be more painful than being burnt in the eternal fire.
I am weak , but i would make myself stronger at least by doing the basic of a christian everyday.It really hurts when you know your friends are not christian but you do noy tell him..
What would become of him/her?would would become of me?
I would cry..............
At least , if i tried,i would have no regret..........
This is life,die for nothing or live with something....
We can at least save one at least one person..at least this will not make us regret that we had never saved before....
Life camp is really a good camp,if anyone saw this blog please consider going,just think it as a fun camp and go!No one has regret for going.Just that the choices are in our own hands...
Everyone trying their best just to live for the present and not the future.I failed to pull many to the life camp , but i will continue to try no matter how stubborn they are.
I do not wish to see them in Hell suffer while i am in heaven(if i am in heaven).
The suffer would be more painful than being burnt in the eternal fire.
I am weak , but i would make myself stronger at least by doing the basic of a christian everyday.It really hurts when you know your friends are not christian but you do noy tell him..
What would become of him/her?would would become of me?
I would cry..............
At least , if i tried,i would have no regret..........
This is life,die for nothing or live with something....
We can at least save one at least one person..at least this will not make us regret that we had never saved before....
Life camp is really a good camp,if anyone saw this blog please consider going,just think it as a fun camp and go!No one has regret for going.Just that the choices are in our own hands...
last nite of 2009
It was a memorable night for me....eventhough i dnt knw what had i done= =First time in my 17 years i went to count down with my friends....the end of my secondary life....Really had a great time with my friends although i am very tired.Saw a lot of life camp campers and other friends....Just Hope that in the future me and my friends can still do the same thing again....
Happy New Year all....
May God Bless u ALL~~
Happy New Year all....
May God Bless u ALL~~
2008 and 2009
My year in 2008 and 2009.I learnt a lot of things,made a lot of friends,settled a lot of grudge between friends.I felt really accepted by people in my class.(maybe becoz i am a teacher's son).It went nice for me.I had tears and sorrows with the gyus and gals here.We go from 4 Edison to 5 newton then to 5 Hoover.Those days!Our class had made quite a lot of problems to the teachers and school- -
what can i say?our class has every kind of people.Smart,Strong,fast,computer pro,basketball pro,tennis pro,futsal/soccer pro,badminton pro,gaming pro u name it!
we go high together a lot of times. We even went to our classmate's villa to camp.
Those days were memorable.......
my First ALUMBA- -was there.....
But now......we have all graduated,we are going our seperate ways......
To say the truth,i really miss the class.We might not be the top class in school,but in my heart i am very clear,this is the best class i had ever been to for my entire 17 years life.
Tears always role down when the thoughts of we are separating comes into my mind.
But no matter where we are going,even if we are separated,one thing will never change.
We are all STUDENTS OF THE FIRST 5 HOOVER CLASS!
You are all my dearest classmates!
I believe this BOND will bring us together once more....
If my fellow classmates are watching this blog,i just wanna say sorry to all my friends if i had hurt you for the past few years,i myself know i am not mature enough and i am very poor with my communication skill,i admit i never think before i say or act,i am very sorry.....
You all have changed my life whether in mental or physical=-=you all have given me the memories no others could give.
I had also see everyone's change,mostly to good,and that made me happy as i know my friends had changed for the better.
Thank you all for accepting me as a friend.
Thank you all.
what can i say?our class has every kind of people.Smart,Strong,fast,computer pro,basketball pro,tennis pro,futsal/soccer pro,badminton pro,gaming pro u name it!
we go high together a lot of times. We even went to our classmate's villa to camp.
Those days were memorable.......
my First ALUMBA- -was there.....
But now......we have all graduated,we are going our seperate ways......
To say the truth,i really miss the class.We might not be the top class in school,but in my heart i am very clear,this is the best class i had ever been to for my entire 17 years life.
Tears always role down when the thoughts of we are separating comes into my mind.
But no matter where we are going,even if we are separated,one thing will never change.
We are all STUDENTS OF THE FIRST 5 HOOVER CLASS!
You are all my dearest classmates!
I believe this BOND will bring us together once more....
If my fellow classmates are watching this blog,i just wanna say sorry to all my friends if i had hurt you for the past few years,i myself know i am not mature enough and i am very poor with my communication skill,i admit i never think before i say or act,i am very sorry.....
You all have changed my life whether in mental or physical=-=you all have given me the memories no others could give.
I had also see everyone's change,mostly to good,and that made me happy as i know my friends had changed for the better.
Thank you all for accepting me as a friend.
Thank you all.
Rdy For Form 6
Today is a special day.Its the day be4 going to form 6.
But dnt knw what to do - -
dnt knw think of what= =
blur blur de- -
first time write in this blog- -
also no inspiration to write= =
thats all
But dnt knw what to do - -
dnt knw think of what= =
blur blur de- -
first time write in this blog- -
also no inspiration to write= =
thats all
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