心是neutral的~
往往都会被情绪和感觉给带着跑~
往往的结局都是爱错，单恋，等等
就算在一起了，如果那些情绪和感觉不见了
结局通常是分手，分裂，吵架，离婚，等等
人应该要自己带着心跑，不要被感觉和情绪给拉着跑
不然，当情绪和感觉不见了，一切都完了
夫妻、情侣 都会经过一段非常低落的时期
如果不自己带着心跑的话
结局就是~sayonara le~
所以大家
不要忘记
虽然感觉是带动你对一个人最初的感觉，可是还是要分别出可以和不可以
虽然情绪是带动你对一个东西的判断，可是它也可能会让你做出不理智的举动
自己如果没有带动心跑而是被感觉和情绪带动的话是很可悲的
只是突然有感而发~
可能有东西写错、放错idea
不是很detail 也不是很完整 可能不是每个人都同意
可是，这绝对是大多数人都会面对的问题 =D
不管我写得好不好~还是要post xia =p
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Sunday, June 5, 2011
BB 4 days 3 night annual camp
Went into the camp on 1/6
first day really was tiring ==
a walk to the place where we live inside junaco park already leave me half dead= =
i was one of the comity inside.
i helped take photo for awhile~but stopped due to low battery
first day we intro each others and make friends with those we are not familiar with.
The room allocation was a mess as one of our room was not given to us.
but thx god , we successfully worked things out.
Watching boys drawing flags during ice breaking and chatting with them.
during lunch time , we went to the dining hall(far away) ==
i ,paul and henry ha(nt me) helped to take rice for campers.
we also helped to check whether campers finished their rice or nt(all of it)
it was quite fun.
i also meet some friends from inside the camp ,they are having their national service ,cant recognise them= =
they are now botak ==
anyway~i will skip a lot= =
i make vico every night for supper together with some helpers
it was quite ~dnt knw how to say hahaha
i walk with my friends who took a lot of pictures with their camera
i even played obstacles (which i played during my plkn)
canoeing , learning tepuk sayang+termia kasih(again)
watching ppl play various kinds of balls.
meet a lot of friends
from primer,recruit,senior and of course junior section.
we always slept late around 1pm+++ or 2 pm
coz we need to have debrief.
but it was quite fun
for the starting 2 days i only take bath once per day coz was too busy ==
only took bath at 12am+ midnight
the fell was~nice!
we also learnt things from the devotion given by our pastor , and learn some new songs from singspiration (lead by l/cpl patrick)
in conclusion ,i lazy write le~xDxD , got more things but lazy ==
oh ya~girls get to sleep in the bungalow with aircone@@
and we dnt= =
well ,that cant be change@@
we had barbecue too~eat until ==zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hahaha
well the camping was fun and successful ,no one was hurt and everyone was happy.
Sori that i dnt have any picture coz i didnt bring my camera in=D
thx all for looking at my blog, God Bless always=D
first day really was tiring ==
a walk to the place where we live inside junaco park already leave me half dead= =
i was one of the comity inside.
i helped take photo for awhile~but stopped due to low battery
first day we intro each others and make friends with those we are not familiar with.
The room allocation was a mess as one of our room was not given to us.
but thx god , we successfully worked things out.
Watching boys drawing flags during ice breaking and chatting with them.
during lunch time , we went to the dining hall(far away) ==
i ,paul and henry ha(nt me) helped to take rice for campers.
we also helped to check whether campers finished their rice or nt(all of it)
it was quite fun.
i also meet some friends from inside the camp ,they are having their national service ,cant recognise them= =
they are now botak ==
anyway~i will skip a lot= =
i make vico every night for supper together with some helpers
it was quite ~dnt knw how to say hahaha
i walk with my friends who took a lot of pictures with their camera
i even played obstacles (which i played during my plkn)
canoeing , learning tepuk sayang+termia kasih(again)
watching ppl play various kinds of balls.
meet a lot of friends
from primer,recruit,senior and of course junior section.
we always slept late around 1pm+++ or 2 pm
coz we need to have debrief.
but it was quite fun
for the starting 2 days i only take bath once per day coz was too busy ==
only took bath at 12am+ midnight
the fell was~nice!
we also learnt things from the devotion given by our pastor , and learn some new songs from singspiration (lead by l/cpl patrick)
in conclusion ,i lazy write le~xDxD , got more things but lazy ==
oh ya~girls get to sleep in the bungalow with aircone@@
and we dnt= =
well ,that cant be change@@
we had barbecue too~eat until ==zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hahaha
well the camping was fun and successful ,no one was hurt and everyone was happy.
Sori that i dnt have any picture coz i didnt bring my camera in=D
thx all for looking at my blog, God Bless always=D
Sunday, July 25, 2010
thoughts to think~~
Know some of you arent good in eng~
but i still gonna use eng xD
Found that i had changed a lot ~
From primary to secondary to high school~
Those interval i had changed~
Changed both physically and mentally~
After 2 days~
Gonna go for another new level~
College life~
Haiz~
Thoughts kept swirling in my minds~
Future , present and the past~
A lot are gonna change~
I dnt know i am gonna change or not~
If i dnt~
I know that it will affect my future~
And the people around me~
But if i changed~
I would never find my oldself again~
A lot are need to be consider~
Financial , network status , studies , being more independence~
And a lot more~
Man~
I really dnt know whats going to happen when the life starts~
After much thinking~
Decided to continue to be under the Boy's Brigade~Too
Eventhough i might not be a good NCO~
But i know~
If i leave now~
It will not help me or any others~
But can i really digest BB and my college life?
Too many things to think~
Too many feelings to express~
In such little words and time~
Am i still too naive?
Is my behaviour too childish?
Should i change who am I?
These days day day come out with friends~
Before that already became numb- -
Day day stay at home only playing computer or reading~
Same as dying that time~
Maybe cant do that after start school le~
Gonna miss it~
Unlucky these days= =
Car stuck at hoover square due to parking overtime = =
Car struck into another car while reversing= =
Really make me speechless zzzz
Too many things to say~
But dnt know write what le ><
Well~
Thats all for now~
God Bless all who view this blog~
but i still gonna use eng xD
Found that i had changed a lot ~
From primary to secondary to high school~
Those interval i had changed~
Changed both physically and mentally~
After 2 days~
Gonna go for another new level~
College life~
Haiz~
Thoughts kept swirling in my minds~
Future , present and the past~
A lot are gonna change~
I dnt know i am gonna change or not~
If i dnt~
I know that it will affect my future~
And the people around me~
But if i changed~
I would never find my oldself again~
A lot are need to be consider~
Financial , network status , studies , being more independence~
And a lot more~
Man~
I really dnt know whats going to happen when the life starts~
After much thinking~
Decided to continue to be under the Boy's Brigade~Too
Eventhough i might not be a good NCO~
But i know~
If i leave now~
It will not help me or any others~
But can i really digest BB and my college life?
Too many things to think~
Too many feelings to express~
In such little words and time~
Am i still too naive?
Is my behaviour too childish?
Should i change who am I?
These days day day come out with friends~
Before that already became numb- -
Day day stay at home only playing computer or reading~
Same as dying that time~
Maybe cant do that after start school le~
Gonna miss it~
Unlucky these days= =
Car stuck at hoover square due to parking overtime = =
Car struck into another car while reversing= =
Really make me speechless zzzz
Too many things to say~
But dnt know write what le ><
Well~
Thats all for now~
God Bless all who view this blog~
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Botak life Inside Kem Bumimas
First day inside kem bumimas,i dislocated my ankle again zzzzzzzzzzz
Thx God that it wasnt serious.
Inside the first day , i meet some old friends and some from life camp ,which made my life in the camp first few days not that boring at all.
First few days our life is just eat and sleep then eat and sleep again , we were treated like pigs zzzzzzz
then all of us went to cut our hair into...BOTAK - -
Many hesitated but still cut ~~
Just after nt more than a week , we have our holiday for easter day and qing ming.
Then when 2 time we went into the camp ,the real work started.
we had to wake up early everyday to do brush and bath so that we could be in time for que up at 545pm.
then we had to go to class for lesson in modul then afternoon we had TTS,Marching,sukan creativity kayak lesson,compass lesson , and first aid lesson.
At night we had mentor mentee , Rohani , ceramah or other activites.
not to mention Games activites in the camp.
The malay dnt allow me play futsal as keeper as they looked down on me
haiz.....so me and my firends played frisbee that was brought in by me.
Inside the camp i meet some christian friends.
we had small group every sat and sunday.
I could feel the holy spirit touched me one time while we were having small group...
It was when a guy name ben hang was sharing his exp made many images run through my brain.....tears started rolling down until finally i cried....
Atfer that day...i could feel that the HOly spirit has been guiding and protecting me all the time when i was inside.....
It helped me gone through many obstacles and temptation.
And many homework needed to be learn inside.
As i had some problem with some particular persons inside that are just not that cute.
Well now i am having holidays and actually i had a lot to write but just lazy to write it out xD
May God Bless all who read this blog.BB
Thx God that it wasnt serious.
Inside the first day , i meet some old friends and some from life camp ,which made my life in the camp first few days not that boring at all.
First few days our life is just eat and sleep then eat and sleep again , we were treated like pigs zzzzzzz
then all of us went to cut our hair into...BOTAK - -
Many hesitated but still cut ~~
Just after nt more than a week , we have our holiday for easter day and qing ming.
Then when 2 time we went into the camp ,the real work started.
we had to wake up early everyday to do brush and bath so that we could be in time for que up at 545pm.
then we had to go to class for lesson in modul then afternoon we had TTS,Marching,sukan creativity kayak lesson,compass lesson , and first aid lesson.
At night we had mentor mentee , Rohani , ceramah or other activites.
not to mention Games activites in the camp.
The malay dnt allow me play futsal as keeper as they looked down on me
haiz.....so me and my firends played frisbee that was brought in by me.
Inside the camp i meet some christian friends.
we had small group every sat and sunday.
I could feel the holy spirit touched me one time while we were having small group...
It was when a guy name ben hang was sharing his exp made many images run through my brain.....tears started rolling down until finally i cried....
Atfer that day...i could feel that the HOly spirit has been guiding and protecting me all the time when i was inside.....
It helped me gone through many obstacles and temptation.
And many homework needed to be learn inside.
As i had some problem with some particular persons inside that are just not that cute.
Well now i am having holidays and actually i had a lot to write but just lazy to write it out xD
May God Bless all who read this blog.BB
Monday, March 22, 2010
Being a life camp volunteer...
On march 15-19 life camp...
it was my first time as a volunteer....
I was nervous and scared that i will did things wrong...
the first day i went in , i knew no one= =
only some who were volunteers for the life camp be4 i remembered them~
but in the end~we didnt speak- -
It was the life camp for Bintulu students~
100% no people i know~
THx God.On the first day i went inside to prepare for the camp~
I met friends that i can talk to.
Finally i could talk~
Then we intro ourselves to each other at night.then we went to sleep and the real fight beguns.
We woke up early and went to make our last preparations.
Then , we wait for the arrival of the campers~
I was busy as a bee- -as i was the one taking photoes for those who dnt have~~
I even print wrong for some people thus need to reprint again= =
In the end i finally finished the job and went down to talk with my campers which are campers of blue lagoon W.
Too bad time was short as i was too busy- -
But they were easy to commuincate and i had no problem with them ,at least not much-= =
I even make friends with them.
During the camp , i suddenly felt a strong urge to wish that they can learn the real meaning of this camp after becoming friends with them.
I was nervous when doing my job and kept asking the others senior volunteers and those who are the same as me who are first time.
Eventhough i know i am asking a bit too much , but i cant stop as i feared that i might do things the wrong way= =
At the end of the camp~
The result was quite satisfying....
i even nearly cried.....although tears dropped down.
on the last day~campers shared their feelings with everyone and all were quite satisfying...
one of the politicians even came to support us.
I dnt knw what to write more about this camp...coz there are too much to be written and mostly cannot be expressed through words...
But i wanna thx all the campers that gave me the chance to serve and thx all the advicer and teachers and community members for the teaching and advice..
I dnt knw what more to say....as i am too tired and mixed emotions.
If those who nvr went to life camp be4.It ur chance to go for it.
I can tell u.U will nvr regret it.
If u are asked , dnt hesitate go for it.It will change ur view of life.
It is all for now.
May God Bless all who saw this blog.
it was my first time as a volunteer....
I was nervous and scared that i will did things wrong...
the first day i went in , i knew no one= =
only some who were volunteers for the life camp be4 i remembered them~
but in the end~we didnt speak- -
It was the life camp for Bintulu students~
100% no people i know~
THx God.On the first day i went inside to prepare for the camp~
I met friends that i can talk to.
Finally i could talk~
Then we intro ourselves to each other at night.then we went to sleep and the real fight beguns.
We woke up early and went to make our last preparations.
Then , we wait for the arrival of the campers~
I was busy as a bee- -as i was the one taking photoes for those who dnt have~~
I even print wrong for some people thus need to reprint again= =
In the end i finally finished the job and went down to talk with my campers which are campers of blue lagoon W.
Too bad time was short as i was too busy- -
But they were easy to commuincate and i had no problem with them ,at least not much-= =
I even make friends with them.
During the camp , i suddenly felt a strong urge to wish that they can learn the real meaning of this camp after becoming friends with them.
I was nervous when doing my job and kept asking the others senior volunteers and those who are the same as me who are first time.
Eventhough i know i am asking a bit too much , but i cant stop as i feared that i might do things the wrong way= =
At the end of the camp~
The result was quite satisfying....
i even nearly cried.....although tears dropped down.
on the last day~campers shared their feelings with everyone and all were quite satisfying...
one of the politicians even came to support us.
I dnt knw what to write more about this camp...coz there are too much to be written and mostly cannot be expressed through words...
But i wanna thx all the campers that gave me the chance to serve and thx all the advicer and teachers and community members for the teaching and advice..
I dnt knw what more to say....as i am too tired and mixed emotions.
If those who nvr went to life camp be4.It ur chance to go for it.
I can tell u.U will nvr regret it.
If u are asked , dnt hesitate go for it.It will change ur view of life.
It is all for now.
May God Bless all who saw this blog.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Consulting work.....
These few years of school life , consulted some friends....
It was really ridiculous, me , a ordinary , stupid , and not to mention slow in action kind of guy consulting.Could you believe it????
Haiz.........Tell the truth , i didnt believe it myself either.
Those years were the start of the journey of my PANDA EYES= =
It wasnt easy.
No matther what condition , i had to answer there question without hurting them directly and have to try to make them happy= =
Well there are a lot of problems but better not to be written here= =
It would take a long time to finish too- -
Finally now , i can 90% confirm i had done my work....
Just getting them into religous take a lot from my age= =
All have graduated from their problems le :D
Finally my panda eyes are getting shallower:D
Well, my guest is , it would get darker ,when particular person nudge me or sms me bah- -
until then-= =
God Bless me= =
Well,thats all.
May God Bless All who saw this Blog.
It was really ridiculous, me , a ordinary , stupid , and not to mention slow in action kind of guy consulting.Could you believe it????
Haiz.........Tell the truth , i didnt believe it myself either.
Those years were the start of the journey of my PANDA EYES= =
It wasnt easy.
No matther what condition , i had to answer there question without hurting them directly and have to try to make them happy= =
Well there are a lot of problems but better not to be written here= =
It would take a long time to finish too- -
Finally now , i can 90% confirm i had done my work....
Just getting them into religous take a lot from my age= =
All have graduated from their problems le :D
Finally my panda eyes are getting shallower:D
Well, my guest is , it would get darker ,when particular person nudge me or sms me bah- -
until then-= =
God Bless me= =
Well,thats all.
May God Bless All who saw this Blog.
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