thoughts to think~~

Know some of you arent good in eng~
but i still gonna use eng xD
Found that i had changed a lot ~
From primary to secondary to high school~
Those interval i had changed~
Changed both physically and mentally~
After 2 days~
Gonna go for another new level~
College life~
Haiz~
Thoughts kept swirling in my minds~
Future , present and the past~
A lot are gonna change~
I dnt know i am gonna change or not~
If i dnt~
I know that it will affect my future~
And the people around me~
But if i changed~
I would never find my oldself again~
A lot are need to be consider~
Financial , network status , studies , being more independence~
And a lot more~
Man~
I really dnt know whats going to happen when the life starts~
After much thinking~
Decided to continue to be under the Boy's Brigade~Too
Eventhough i might not be a good NCO~
But i know~
If i leave now~
It will not help me or any others~
But can i really digest BB and my college life?
Too many things to think~
Too many feelings to express~
In such little words and time~
Am i still too naive?
Is my behaviour too childish?
Should i change who am I?
These days day day come out with friends~
Before that already became numb- -
Day day stay at home only playing computer or reading~
Same as dying that time~
Maybe cant do that after start school le~
Gonna miss it~
Unlucky these days= =
Car stuck at hoover square due to parking overtime = =
Car struck into another car while reversing= =
Really make me speechless zzzz
Too many things to say~
But dnt know write what le ><
Well~
Thats all for now~
God Bless all who view this blog~